The constant thumping I hear in my head. It is the racing of my heart following my fears ahead. The faith is near, but without pursuit I will be washed away heaven forbid. The fight is not over though, my mind and heart will come together to lead me through this stead. Faith will overcome the fear, the fear that haunts me until I am red. Then I will be freed of all the burdens and enjoy my life the best I can instead.