I cannot believe it has been a whole year. A whole year without my first true love, a whole year without my shopping buddy, a whole year without my confidant, and most importantly a whole year without my best friend-my mom. Sometimes, I look at the phone thinking she might call or text. Or even … Continue reading A year without you
Tag: family
Heavenly Birthday
My mom was never one to make a big deal out of her birthdays. To her it was just another day. However, when the time approached for someone else's birthday, she was all over it! Especially another family member (e.g. grandma, aunts, cousins, etc.). I feel that in itself speaks volumes about her character. She … Continue reading Heavenly Birthday
Legacy of a King
For someone I did not know personally, the recent passing of Chadwick Boseman hit home. Naturally, I think it would have for anyone that has been affected by cancer in some way. One of the sweetest memories I have of my mother while she was sick, was watching Black Panther together. It was the first … Continue reading Legacy of a King
Hi Up There
Image via Google It is no secret that I am a true city girl at heart. However, have found myself appreciating the great outdoors more and more. I would not go as far as camping (unless you count Girl Scouts), but definitely a good nature hike. For me what I enjoy about hiking is not … Continue reading Hi Up There
Weightless Love
Recently, I decided it was time to make a change in my lifestyle. It is no secret that I have put on quite a bit of weight over the last couple of years. Having a parent with terminal cancer will do that to a person. However, I have accepted what is and decided there is … Continue reading Weightless Love
Birthday Wishes for Misses
Last year on my 31st birthday I was not sure at the time what the future held for my mom. All I remember is being thankful that she was around for another birthday. Even though in my family we have never made a huge deal of birthdays. All that has always mattered is we were … Continue reading Birthday Wishes for Misses
Time
When we lose someone close to us, we feel as though the world should stop. Unfortunately, life just does not operate that way. The dishes still have to be washed, the dogs need to be fed, and the daily grind of work has expectations that have to be met. Our society is always so busy, … Continue reading Time
Beautiful Breakdown
Image via Google I think about all the times I used to cry over bullshit (no other way to word it, sorry) before my mom's death. At the time those things seemed worth crying over, but now it is all irrelevant. From the time of her diagnosis nearly two years ago to present, crying just … Continue reading Beautiful Breakdown
Therapy
In our society the word "therapy" is becoming more familiar. It used to be viewed as taboo and probably still is for some, but with the increase of anxiety/depression in young adults it is more common now. I myself have been seeing a therapist for about four years now. When I first started going to … Continue reading Therapy
Grief
Sometimes, I cannot believe it has been a month since mom took her final breath. It feels just like yesterday when I received the news in the middle of the night. Grief is a weird thing. Sometimes it feels like everything is going to be okay, then other moments there is nothing but doom and … Continue reading Grief
Crimson Diamonds 